I realise I am not giving this blog enough love at the moment. Sorry, blog. It's just that I am in one of those WHAT-THE-HELL-AM-I-GOING-TO-DO-WITH-MY-LIFE phase right now. You know, when you're experiencing mini heart attacks every now and then during the day.
(The only reason to why I'm writing this post is because I've grown my nails pretty and long - and I love the tick-tick sound it makes when I press down the buttons of this keyboard.)
(I feel like a belong in a magazine's office.)
There is a lot of things I want to do. I want to write. Act. Create art. Design. Stories. AH, I don't know. I live in London and there is SO much you can do over here but at this very moment I feel like I'm not taking advantage of it. At all.
So... today I have basically researched what you can do. What sort of roles there are to take on in life. I want to do something that combines EVYERTHING I love to do. That might sound silly to you people but shouldn't this be something everyone should aim for? Something that really is your passion.
Everyone preach it but not many actually do it - I want to be one of those who do. I want to be fully happy with my everyday life. I'm not asking for it to always be on my terms but I want it to be the consequences from a desicion I was proud to take. Something that I am happy to own up to.
That's what I want to do.